matthew 6 - it's a two post day

it is a two post day because i want to share my relief:

for the past few days, i haven't gotten my next round of money from the government (i.e. my student loans). this has had me worried because:

1. i'm in need of the money they will provide and,
2. i was beginning to have a sneaky suspicion that i had misread the fine print and that my main money was all distributed in the fall and i had spent it all and would have to quit school and get a job.

this issue of money has been worrisome in general since i've never been in debt.

but, as i broached this to a friend back home, she said:

"If it's His will, it's His bill."

:)

i found much humor and relief in this statement.

and, today, the second part of my money came in.

he is good, in the small and in the big.

"why do i worry, why do i freak out...?" - jon foreman's words are ever true